I have heard of god and I have heard of angels ,yet never seen one, in truth and lie I kept my beliefs to myself, in doubts if there really was a place called heaven,,,,they said it’s a place filled with care, love and affection, a place where one would want to live forever, free of grief and solitude. And every ill word I heard about it, seemed to raise my want for it more and more, so I searched for it in books ,in friends, in games, and even in solitude but failed to find heaven, and at times I realized how I wanted to surrender my soul, how I wanted darkness over cold, happy yet incomplete, perfect yet missing couldn’t still find heaven...Trying to find meaning in what I belief in, in search of heaven I came across the most hideous creature on earth, small and scary, it loved chocolates’, it would do anything for one, step on shoes, prove right out of wrongs, troubled people for chocolates for months and it wore big glasses,,,,amused with the tenacity of the creature, it drew my attention, time passed and I came to know the creature better, small but full of heartily yet could take on almost anything,,,and between all of this was a small spark of aliveness that stood out in her when she kept still and silent, which was rarely. But none of this changed the fact that she was still hideous, for she had stepped on shoes of god, shoes that he paid a lot for, and always against his will. Days and nights went by and I seem to start liking the creature, and in no time it was love,,,,our ideals dint fit, one felt that one was doubted in every step and the other felt unloved,,,we faced fights and tears almost every day, troubled as it is both hanged on, neither let go, and now I realize I found heaven in that hideous thing, in those fights and tears and all the troubles not in care and affection but in troubles cut it was just love, love to the deepest,,,,,
To my dearest,,,you will be gone for a month and I won’t say I Will miss you, because I won’t ,I won’t say I can’t stay without you buzz I can and I will definitely not throw the movie lines by saying you are in my heart no matter where you are,,,i won’t say none of it, cause I belief in us, I won’t let my love flutter, it will always be the same, to the fullest, so that when you comeback I will be waiting, still the same.
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