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December 21, 2012
10:33 am
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I am a monster,
But I am a failure.
I am the product of mislead society,
Hellbent with a benevolent guise.
My pain is my inspiration.
For I am December, so bleak and cold.
Fighting the blizzard of torment, icing my thoughts,
And clouding my judgment.
So lost.
But I feel as though my words fall upon deaf ears.
I live in pure self destruction.
A pain so deep it can't be seen.
The light fades and I'm left alone.
I live day by day, year to year.
Filled with remorse and regret,
That grows ever larger with every passing moment.
I am December, to clean this pallet of feelings for a new year.
But just as the seasons are ever constant,
So is my deameanor on life.
Every year bodes the same.
Nothing changes.
And I'm still left alone.

You're not a puppet, no one controls you. So be free and be yourself. Break free from you inhibitions. Don't be fearful of what's in front of you. Take life as it is and enjoy it.

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