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Paradoxical Thoughts(With Audio/Me Singing/Spoken Word)
December 30, 2012
5:16 pm
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I am a monster,
But I am also a failure.
I am the product of mislead society,
Hellbent with a benevolent guise.
My pain is my inspiration.
For I am December, so bleak and cold.
Fighting the blizzard of torment, icing my thoughts,
And clouding my judgment.
I'm so lost.
But I feel as though my words fall upon deaf ears.
I live in pure self destruction.
A pain so deep it can't be seen.
The light fades and I'm left alone.
I live day by day, year to year.
Filled with remorse and regret,
That grows ever larger with every passing moment.
I am December, to clean this pallet of feelings for a new year.
But just as the seasons are ever constant,
So is my demeanor on life.
Every year bodes the same.
Nothing ever changes.
And I'm still left all alone.

You're not a puppet, no one controls you. So be free and be yourself. Break free from you inhibitions. Don't be fearful of what's in front of you. Take life as it is and enjoy it.
December 31, 2012
1:54 am

Points: 8311
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Wow, You really are getting the hang of creating your tracks. I was like "Damn".  Good stuff Tony.

I am a man with one distinguishing manner. I view life as a nonstop roll by circus. Whatever my senses signal to my brain, it is received as humor.
December 31, 2012
7:24 pm

Points: 8698
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that is really good, I love the piano. You did a great job mixing it, it fit together flawlessly I thought. Nice work :)

Perfection; my greatest strength and weakness.

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