I just had to tell a really good friend of mine goodbye....
She's been there for me week after week ever since I became depressed and suicidal almost a year ago.....she helped me through all of it....I told her things I've never told anyone.....I loved her, like an older sister....like a mentor....she taught me so much....made me strong.....I don't know if I'd be here right now, as the person I am without her, without everything she's done for me....
I'm happy for her though....she got a job, and she's gonna go help a lot more people just like she helped me....but I'm crying....I'm freaken crying! I haven't cried since I was like 8......not once......but I'm gonna miss her so much!
I just wish her a Merry Christmas....and hope everything goes well for her in her new job and in life.
(I'm sorry for this..)
It's the first time I've actually had to say goodbye to anyone....I could barely speak....
I don't want to tell my life story....but there's reasons why it'd be almost impossible to have any contact with her.
And then there's more reasons why I shouldn't.
She told me though....that she believed I possessed the necessary traits and talents to pull through with a published poetry book....she said she'd keep her eye out for it ^^ It made me smile...
and I do agree that good things end for better things to begin....she taught me soooo much....and I never realized how much I took that, her, and a lot of other things for granted.....she taught me to do things for myself in a world where all I did was to try to please others...but when I compile the pages of my book together, its gonna be as much for her as it is for me.
Thank you guys :)
Good advice Rick.... TBW now that's a good attitude. Life story.... Hey share with people who care. We all put our good and bad days here. Merry Christmas
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